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Wednesday 9 December 2020

Kau patut di dendang sebagai gendang

 

Hebat kau menipu dan memperdaya orang sekeliling.

Hingga orang sekeliling sanggup pertahankan kau bila kau berperangai Anjing!

Mudah kau salahkan depressi

Bila terkantoi kau ugut nak bunuh diri

Terjun saja biar mati,

Biar mampus dan tak menyusahkan lagi.

 

Kau canang, kau la wira

Kau sembang, kaulah punca

Orang patut berterima kasih dan sanjung kau tinggi-tinggi

Ramai yang menyampah, tapi kau bilang mereka tu semua dengki

 

Kau yang lebih tua dan dengan pengalaman yang ada

Patut jadi contoh dan pembimbing golongan muda

Dah bertahun kau buat kerja

Pemikiran kau masih ditakuk yang lama

Kau tak pernah ikhlas dan cuma inginkan nama

 

Orang-orang macam kau ni adalah parasit komuniti

Yang patut mati

Yang patut mampus kene langgar dengan lori babi

 

Kau mungkin fikir kau berjaya buat sekalian kawan

Menjadi lawan.

Tapi kau silap,

Kau sebenarnya dah memudahkan

 

Aku tak perlu dikelilingi ramai orang

Lebih-lebh lagi dari golongan yang boleh dimanipulasi dengan senang

Aku bukan jenis yang terima puji

Aku lebih dekat pada yang mengkeji

Sorang-sorang yang kau panggil kawan hilang

Pelan-pelan orang tak peduli kalau kau datang tak datang

Kau mula cuma jadi kenalan

Yang orang Cuma sapa bila jumpa di jalan

Kau jadi bualan,

Topik perbincangan dan kemudian kenangan

Kenangan yang orang akan lupakan

Dan aku, Cuma nak pesan.

 

Orang betul-betul baik tak pernah cakap dia baik.

Orang betul-betul jahat, tak pernah cakap dia jahat.


Hadam

dan Faham!!!

 

Thursday 24 September 2020

2020 first entry

Today is 24 Sept 2020. 

11.45pm. 

I've been going in and out of the grid for sometime now. Social media has change for the past 10 year or so and things are just not same.

Everything is just dark... lifeless. social interaction digitalized... I guest its not really thing. 

i want to keep my life private, but at the same time, trying to do something big. 

I just install this app on my mobile so that I would have an actual place to rant freely without concerning what others may think. 

blog is considered old school, but i guess that is what i am. a nostalgic man. well not that nostalgic. I'm glad that they did not shut down this apps. 

I can't really go on twitter to rant, aside from it being to short for the things in my head to express. There's too many people just waiting for me to commit a mistake. 

This blog is not private but I doubt any of my friends or acquintances know it exist. So it should be fine. 

I don't really know what I want to talk about right now, but at least now I have a free space for my thoughts to roam freely. 

The time I post about anything was maybe in 2016 or 2018. Blog was as place for me to write about my poems and stories before but this blog is considered new. I started blogging back in 2008. I got lots of stories and poems in my previous blog but it was deleted by a dumb bitch that was insecure for no apparent reason. 

I got great stuff in there, lots of original ideas and expression but its forever lost. 
So I hope that I'm able to revive this blog for my future reference about anything. 

I'll write again about something when I have something true that U want to express. 

Till next time.